Hey guys I'm really sorry for not updating in a really long time but I had some issues and problems with Life and it just really brought me down alot and also I've been suffering from a really bad case of migraine so I've been taking medication for it but... oh well
Anyways here's what I've been up to...
SO Umm...
Tiramisu and I broke up.. well its actually his fault.. He was the one who called me names such as a Faggot and a Prostitute and he did it just so that he would look 'cool' infront of his friends and I don't think he actually cared about how I felt when he said things like that.. so.. yeah that happened.. I actually went into depression for some time.. Because I never thought he would ever hurt me.. After all that we've been through and he does that.. what an ass.. so.. I'm glad for having best friends such as +Mineko Hanako .. She helped me the most during this process... shes always been there for me through my bad times and also my good times and today is actually our 4th year aniversary and I'm glad to have you in my Life Tasya and I just wanna thank you for all that you have done for me and I can't wait to travel around the world with you and I know we have MANY ups and downs but I think no matter what we always solve the problems that we face and I thank you for that...
So.... NEXT TOPIC!!!!
So Um... I left BA cause well.. Yes I still do dance but.. I left Broadway for personal reasons and I have to admit I feel kinda better without it.. yes I do miss the Saturday morning rituals and stuff.. But I think I just need a break and stuff.. so yeah that happened so um... But Yes I still do dance now I just started doing my own stuff like doing what dance makes me happy and I choreograph too! So yeah thats awesome..for me
And then next is... Oh yeaah!!!
I have kinda stopped dating for a while cause.. well I just wanna find myself and who myself is.. I just wanna be in peace and try new things just be myself and my friends.. I just think that.. well Maybe I need to have just some time to mature and grow to love me for who I am and just be myself.. Well after 'T' I tried to date but.. it kinda failed cause I was always thinking about Him the whole time so.. that happened so I just decided to stop dating for now and just focus on my studies.. And I think that it is a great healing process and that I have made a wise decision in doing so. And I do encourage others whom are reading this also do it cause trust me.. It really helps with your mind,body and soul and also try meditating its a amazing stress reliever and it just helps you concentrate on your Life and on yourself.. So yeah Please for those of you going through a rough time.. Please try this. Shut out the negativity and in with the positivity....
Next would be that..
I have gotten waaay more involved in YouTube and I find it really awesome. I'm gonna try doing my own YT channel soon but idk yet just thinking about it but yeah it's part of my future planes <3
So my dears.. That would be all for today. I will try to update as often as I can. So so so so so sorry for not updating in a really really long time. Well thats all from me now.
Good bye.. Good morning/night/evening/afternoon to where ever you guys are. Have a great day ahead. Byeeeeee Muahx
-Mary-
